"the beginning is always the hardest", they said. and it's true for a freshman like me. who would've expected things would fall on you like an avalanche, yes, all at the same time. considering so many people whom i cannot trust or even relied on upon anything, i'm left to my own devices and that's okay. there are people whom i can have a deep conversation with during my fallouts and it is sublime but all talks and let-outs are futile as long as the things that need to be done are not crossed off yet. so, there are freaking three days left to finish a bad amount of assignments and i'm almost drowning but at the same time i would have to put my trust on those people whom i mentioned earlier, cannot buy my trust. i just can't, but i have to. 

these fucking group assignments, ugh. 

"the beginning is always the hardest", they said. and it's true for a freshman like me. who would've expected things would fall on you like an avalanche, yes, all at the same time. considering so many people whom i cannot trust or even relied on upon anything, i'm left to my own devices and that's okay. there are people whom i can have a deep conversation with during my fallouts and it is sublime but all talks and let-outs are futile as long as the things that need to be done are not crossed off yet. so, there are freaking three days left to finish a bad amount of assignments and i'm almost drowning but at the same time i would have to put my trust on those people whom i mentioned earlier, cannot buy my trust. i just can't, but i have to. 

these fucking group assignments, ugh.